Have you ever struggled with 'why'?
Do you find yourself questioning God in the midst of your heartache?
Have you ever experienced something so heart-wrenching, you could hardly breathe?
And then you re-experience that something?
This past weekend marked the one-year anniversary of finding out we would lose our first pregnancy to miscarriage. Words don't express the depth of emotions there were one year ago, or a few days ago.
Still, I have found that Joy permeates. It is ever-quenching, forming my soul. It occurs, no matter my state, rather in my choosing to be aware that it is there. It is when I say something - acknowledge my truth - that healing (re)begins.